Inspirational Awe

Sitting on my shelf next to a prayer book I was given when I had my Bat Mitzvah (an ancient text for sure), is a little volume of poetry entitled Red Bird.  I pull it out when I am in need of a prayer more often than the prayer book, I must confess.  Her words about nature, love, loss, and awe, inspired not only me, but millions of her fans. Mary Oliver died this past Thursday at the age of 83.  As the rain falls outside my window this Friday morning, I am moved to reflect on her call to nature as a path to healing.

Just pay attention, then patch a few words together and don’t try to make them elaborate.
It doesn’t have to be blue iris, it can be weed in a vacant lot. This isn’t a contest but the doorway into thanks.  
A silence in which another voice may speak.   

Mary Oliver  grew up in rural Ohio.  She endured sexual abuse and described her family as dysfunctional.  She took refuge in the neighboring fields and forests. Later in life, she moved to Provincetown, MA, where she lived for many years, finding inspiration for her poems simply in walks with her dog.  In quietly observing the life around her, her poems were a path from imagery to spirit.

Attention is the beginning of devotion.

What has always moved me personally about Mary Oliver’s words were the expression of passion and celebration of love and life, even in its pain.  I found her work comforting and her poems served as a challenge for me to look outside myself in times I was pulling inward. A cricket or a tree could be her great companion.  A master at simple imagery she created deceptively rich reflections. Nature was her great companion and she sought to inspire others to embrace its refuge. She was like a spiritual guide to snap me out of my inner neurotic obsession, befriending me with the great awe of the world.

What I want to say is
that the past is the past,
And the present is what your life is,.
And you are capable 
Of choosing what that will be,
darling citizen.
So come to the pond,
or the river of your own imagination,
or the harbor of your longing,
And put your lips to the world.
And live
Your life.

Mary Oliver was a great teacher to many and she will be missed.  If you have never read any of her works, I am grateful for the chance to bring her to your attention.  May her memory be for a blessing. And may her memory be for an awakened encounter with a raindrop…or a bird’s call…or whatever is right in front of us.

When it’s over, I want to say:  all my life I was a bride married to amazement. I was the bridegroom, taking the world into my arms.

And lastly, one of my personal favorites:

Watching A Documentary about Polar Bears Trying To Survive on The Melting Ice Flows
That God had a plan, I do not doubt. But what if His plan was, that we would do better?

2 thoughts on “Inspirational Awe”

  1. Beautiful tribute to a poet who always inspires me. Thank you. Before writing this, I pulled out my copy of Red Bird and read several poems including “though I am not twenty and won’t be again but ah! seventy and still in love with life. And still full of beans.”

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